What's your news?
Trip Start
Oct 30, 2007
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Trip End
Ongoing
Dahab, Red Sea and Sinai, Egypt
Sunday, February 6, 2011
This is what I emailed back:
Hi darlings
I'm lying on my couch in my new beach home with direct view of the sea, which is pretty noisy right now. In a way, a perfect reflection of my mind, which is restless. I appreciate being here in this magical place right now, but at the same time I'm beginning to recognize in the back of my mind the constant chatter of doubt. While I'm fully aware of the incredible progress and mind expansion I've been experiencing in the past few years, I'm seeing yet again how deeply rooted within me are the "I'm unworthy/ I'm lacking/ I'm in harms way" beliefs. Yet again I'm seeing how much more weeding and cleaning there is to do, both in my mind and my physical reality.
I'm encouraging myself by reminding myself that 'I like cleaning' and that this new awareness can be viewed as a joyful cleaning opportunity rather than an indication that I am, indeed, unworthy (for still having the doubt chatter). I'm reminding myself that trusting is knowing whole heartedly that all is well - always. (I guess I'm not convinced of it yet, as I see my mind often choosing to view something wrong in the present moment.)
So, as for your question of 'what's your news?' the answer would be 'expanding, still....'
It is windy outside. I think I'll go to the beach and let the wind love me.
the best time to visit Dahab, by the way, is right now. It's gorgeous and quiet.
I love youYorron
