Crazy
Trip Start
Sep 18, 2010
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Trip End
Mar 16, 2011
Caye Caulker, Belize Cayes, Belize
Monday, February 28, 2011
今日有人問我係belize 留幾耐，我答佢:「It all depends on the wind」，因為如果風太細唔可以kitesurf我就會走，我去Belize 的原因只得一個，就是kitesurfing! 佢話我「Travel with wind」，哈哈，我鐘意衣個Phase。
今日又係學kitesurfing，因為我今日的進度不錯，教練講會教我jump - 玩花式，我真係超興奮。
但之後做極都做唔到今日要做的exercise，當進度咁慢的時候我開始控制唔到情緒，之後仲亂咁黎，連之前做到的基本動作都做唔好，令我更加火滾。
最後今日進度是最慢的一日，令我超「興」，直至番到hostel沖涼才可以冷靜下來。
冷靜諗番今日發生乜事，我發現當我控制唔到情緒個時，會失去「自省」和「聆聽」的能力，當我火滾個時，我沒有問教練的意見，沒有聽佢講，當失敗個時都沒有留意自己有乜做唔好，下次改進。
我只是重複我的錯誤，所以乜野進步都無。
有人同我講個一句好有意思的話「The definition of CRAZY is to expect DIFFERENT result with the SAME action」
我今日就是「瘋」了!!!
原來，當我控制唔到情緒，會變「瘋」，同時失去最少兩種能力 - 「自省」和「聆聽」。
=== English ===
Today I was asked how long I would stay in Belize. I told her It all depnd on the wind because it is nccessary to have enough wind for kitesurfing which is the only reason why I went Belize. She said I was traveling with wind~ I like this.
The progress today for kitesurfing is quite good so my instructor said he would teach me how to jump!! I was so excited!
But it turned out I couldn't do the exercise today. When the progress is so slow I felt angry for myself. This emotion make me couldn't even do the foundamental that I have done well.
I was so furious for myself until I went back to hostel for shower, then I calm down.
Looking back today, I felt when I couldn't control my emotion I lost two important skill of mine : "listen" & " reflect". I didn't listen to what my instructor said and I haven't reflected on what I have done wrong.
I was simply repeating my mistake.
Quote from one of my friend:「The definition of CRAZY is to expect DIFFERENT result with the SAME action」
Today I was so CRAZY!
and I found out when I got mad, I lost the ability to
Listen & reflect
