I take Jai to see her brother again this morning. He lives about 25km away and I have only been here once but we make the trip without any mistakes as I recognised turnoffs as they arrived. This is the first time I have seen him since he blacked out a couple of weeks ago and I can only describe the whole set up as horrible. He is lying on the floor in his house with his eyes rolled back into his head, totally oblivious of everything around him and struggling to breathe. Perhaps this is just as well because there are about 30 peope in the room and sat outside simply waiting for him to die. Jai has a few bowell problems today so fortunately we do not stay here too long.