Its still hot....why can't it snow...
Trip Start Mar 11, 2007
27Trip End May 2009
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But so now I am back in Senegal and it feels good to be back. I like my village and the people in it and I think I actually have friends and recently just made a new one who took me out into the country and taught me how to milk a cow! My region is beautiful right now because the rain has come. There's grass everywhere and even I wish I could be a cow roaming freely in this African desert turned green pasture.
There is still a lot of work to do and prepare for and now on top of it all the stress of trying to figure out what I want to do after all this. I'm still almost 100% certain that I want to apply to be an Interpretive Park Ranger at Denali National Park the summer I return, and I also am 100% certain that I want to be an elementary or middle school teacher...I just don't know where or how I will go about doing that...also do I want to take a year off and live in France or Canada and work more on my French, do I want to travel more before settling down to a real job...so many questions.
I'm starting to reflect on my service already and feel as though my notions of development have changed dramatically, I mean I know they have....and I know I don't want to do international development, mostly I feel as though developing countries are doing fine and they get more screwed up when other people come in and tell them what's good for them...do we really want developing counties to be like the United States?! Really I think we can learn something from them. Like for instance my family even though they have a satellite TV and are probably the most "developed" family I know, my village actually being the most developed village I know, they still live close to the earth and their carbon footprint is pretty low. Clothes are washed by hand and dried by the wind, cooking is using a renewable energy (although wood is getting scarce now and its probably more of a hazard in this area to use it) but also for the most part, besides the huge rice consumption, they go to the local market and eat only the fruits and veggies in season and rejoice in the Mango and watermelons when they come only three months out of the year. They can look at the sky and feel the air change to know when it'll rain or when the dry season has officially come. Even I have started to really live by the environment here and I know when its 6:30 because that's when the first birds start to sing. I sleep under the stars and count down the months according to the full moons that pass me. Never have I been so in tune with nature even though I've hiked huge mountains and canoed long rivers and gone camping....I mean I live with electricity and running water here but...its different...so different.
However I also want to acknowledge this little fact. When did we become really developed...when women got washing machines, when we got air conditioners....is this the future of Africa too...I mean we want women to be liberated but at the cost of including more contraptions and appliances that will only fall apart in the sand storms, I think people are lazy but part of it is that its just really fucking hot! So what is development....? Its a really messy situation that I think can only be decided by the people themselves and through education....that's why I want to be a teacher...we can only progress through research and feeding our curiosity. Haman's have the ability for abstract thought is that what they say makes us different from the beasts (I mean other animals)? Well then let's all start using that brain of ours and don't' forget to be happy...its a beautiful world, love it and enjoy it and...well always dance and smile...I guess that's my own personal philosophy. Questions? Comments? Have you ever read "This I Beleive" its another good book to pick up.
I went to the seasonal watering hole the other day and just enjoyed the sound of the birds, busy making their nests, I don't' care to know their names because they are all human given names...I appreciate their song and when I hear the music I look for the colors of their body, smile and that is all.
Cheers cheers to beers and bears, I can't and can wait to get out of he-ah!
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