So *this* is reality
Trip Start
Sep 12, 2007
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Trip End
Feb 24, 2008
i had wondered what would change back home, or within me, while i was away for this period of time. i felt in a lot of ways that i gained clarity, but not necessarily answers, about some of the more complicated areas of my life. some things i know now for certain. some things haven't budged an inch, and maybe never will. this is reality. i can't force things to get better or happen sooner if that's not how they're meant to play out. if i feel i've done my part, then that is all i can do. now i live my own life. going to New Zealand was a huge decision i made wholey on my own, and lived fully, and embraced. now, i'm back to 'normal' life, with a cleared head, full heart and possibilities like i've never really known before.
