Day 7 - Saturday, 18 November, 2006
Trip Start
Nov 09, 2006
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Trip End
Dec 21, 2006
Today has been a really tough day. The reality of being back in the ashram and what lies ahead of me terrifies the living day lights out of me. It's been a tough day for everyone and I think our combined energy is really not helping matters. I've been overly sensitive with everything. It's been absolutely pissing down with rain the whole day which doesn't help either.
The only positive thing that has happened today is that the main lecturer from Canada has arrived and he is really good. It was great being taught by him.
The chanting class today was the worst one yet. I can't believe how terrible it was. I've had serious thoughts of leaving today because I just don't see how I'm going to be able to continue. I found out that one of the guys on the course voluntarily left yesterday. He packed his backpack up and left with it...never to come back. Lucky bugger.
The talent show this evening did help to brighten things up a bit. I was able to have a good laugh!
The only positive thing that has happened today is that the main lecturer from Canada has arrived and he is really good. It was great being taught by him.
The chanting class today was the worst one yet. I can't believe how terrible it was. I've had serious thoughts of leaving today because I just don't see how I'm going to be able to continue. I found out that one of the guys on the course voluntarily left yesterday. He packed his backpack up and left with it...never to come back. Lucky bugger.
The talent show this evening did help to brighten things up a bit. I was able to have a good laugh!

