6 Weeks and counting......

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Tuesday, January 22, 2008

I've noticed that over the last week i've felt a bit down, I wasn't sure if it was down to the fact i've not been working.
But, I have realised that I have also been blocking out my friends; not answering calls, replying to texts, not being very talkative etc. For some reason I seem to be detaching myself from people here - my friends and family. Is this some sort of response to dealing with going away? Knowing that my relationship with everyone is going to change over the next year, am I know preparing myself to make it easier?? Its something i'm definately going to have to watch.

Its not helped that both my parents seem to think that I am making a big mistake in packing in my job and selling up my house. They might be right, which is maybe why I don't want reminding of it but its certainly not helping my mood. I'm 28, and ok i'm giving up some good things but its all material - for some reason, selling up everything isn't causing me as much pain as I thought it would. I think there probably just gonna really miss me.

Still off sick, and today had a letter from work inviting me to a disciplinary for not following the abscence reporting procedure - so I recon they're trying to push me before I jump. Bummer, just means that i'll be a bit poorer, not loosing any sleep over it tho - its all just a question of who gets there first i guess. Hey Ho

Gonna do an equipment list soon. I've got a bit now so I wanna get it all down.

Paalam

Kev
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