I've got another confession to make....

Trip Start Jul 11, 2006
Trip End Aug 10, 2006

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Friday, July 28, 2006

And then I got trapped by nostalgia at exactly 13:37 and I realized that I don't really hate Ljubljana as much as I like to believe I do and even I miss my friend a bit, as he misses me. After all, maybe it won't be such a bad thing to return back home in spite of fact that Hannele gave both of us a strong hug and then Martyn did no different, when we were saying goodbye and headed towards the trainstation. It was a cloudy and windy noon and I'm starting to miss the fall more and more.
Speaking of honesty, I have to admit that I'm kinda missing all together just about everything. It's true that I'll be sick of Lublana after the 1st week when I arrive home and there will be fights, ignoring and dealing with all the unimportant stuff again sooner or later. With all the stuff that drive me insane. I'll be worrying too much, thinking too much of that someone, telling all the stuff I should keep to myself, discuss life, hang on the telephone and think about when it's best to have shower. But on the other hand, i consider this as a worldly feeling; maybe that's the reason I travel at all. I don't know. I need to find out, but sometime later. Right now, my head is still occupied with thoughts of how nice Hannelle was and that Martyn's perfume is still somewhere on me. Yes, we did argue. And mess around and annoy each other. And fight. And even ignore one another. But we also had a (decent) goodbye. It was a nice week in Joensuu. I believe this is what will remind me of it the most. Maybe this will be one of those memories of Finland that will pop up first, when I'll think of it. This week my 'gods' are red hot chilli peppers. And with a drop of melancholy my condition is coming back. I greet it with open hands. This moment I love just about everything.
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