Hunger pangs

Trip Start May 11, 2009
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Flag of United States  , Hawaii
Wednesday, May 20, 2009

big, wooden fans circle slowly above my head. i sit here at the hilo bay hostel, just to use the internet, but loving the atmosphere. it reminds me of old time mississippi with wooden chairs, caged birds, old clocks. the silence within the cool breeze is essential.

i find myself grateful for the openness in communication. the way words can mean so much when said with thought. when honesty is above all else. the value of the word can so easily be surpassed. but i find true beauty in conversation when two people know how much it is worth. i feel lucky i have people like that in my life.

the freedom of choice, the freedom of life is beating hard inside of me. driving me everyday, every moment. so full of this elixir, i am, that fear is no longer scary. it is no longer controlling.

i love the closing moments of estactic dance. when i am so hot and sweaty, my heart is pumping and i am connected to my body, to the community, and to god, that i sit down quietly and give thanks as the music slows and slows. People's bodies are slowing as well. the pulse of the room is in the dj's hands. no matter what i am feeling before dance, afterwards i am love.

today in sight is... picking up red lentils, corn kernels, soy sauce, oil, tempeh at abundant life. going back to the farm. cleaning ear mites out of ames, prema, girl cat, and black dusty face. planting more flowers and sweet potatoes by the spot. watering. making dinner. maybe another jump into the waterfall. im superglad things with jason are back to normal. i feel very connected to his land right now.

things are in place in this present moment.
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windyspree
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from yardley
Hi Missy,

I enjoy reading how you put words together. I enjoy watching your evolution. I am glad you are my daughter. love, MOM

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