I'm coming home!
Trip Start
Sep 04, 2010
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Trip End
Nov 02, 2010
I have been back to the Sanctuary since I left in November, but it was so brief it was horrible!
I wanted to hug and kiss every single one of them bloody dogs!!
But i'm ready to go back again.. I was hoping for it to have been a lot sooner. But life is what it is, and things happen. And unfortunately that impacting on me being able to go back and help Gemma. So she's been there for 7 months straight now...and still doesn't want to be there.
So dealing with the guilt of that, is and was probably worse than what happened!
I'm 22 on the 7th May.
I've told everybody that I'd like some money put towards my flight, and I do hope they listen!
My life has changed a lot since being involved in this project.
I don't particularly 'want' things anymore. And the thought of money being spent on gifts for me, when it's going to be something I don't desperately 'NEED' is just horrible!!
My Dad thinks that that is selfish. But I would honestly rather them keep it and put it towards something for themselves as they've worked for that money! ...Or donate it to the sanctuary. I hope they do the latter obviously haha
So as my birthday is coming I'm having to really becareful how I say it as I don't mean it in a rude way at all.
To me the card is the best thing anyway :]
So fingers crossed I should be able to go back at the end of May!!!!!!!!!!!
I may only have enough money to buy the flight... but hey!!!
I feel like that is where I am meant to be.
And it makes all the crap seem worthwhile...
I wanted to hug and kiss every single one of them bloody dogs!!
But i'm ready to go back again.. I was hoping for it to have been a lot sooner. But life is what it is, and things happen. And unfortunately that impacting on me being able to go back and help Gemma. So she's been there for 7 months straight now...and still doesn't want to be there.
So dealing with the guilt of that, is and was probably worse than what happened!
I'm 22 on the 7th May.
I've told everybody that I'd like some money put towards my flight, and I do hope they listen!
My life has changed a lot since being involved in this project.
I don't particularly 'want' things anymore. And the thought of money being spent on gifts for me, when it's going to be something I don't desperately 'NEED' is just horrible!!
My Dad thinks that that is selfish. But I would honestly rather them keep it and put it towards something for themselves as they've worked for that money! ...Or donate it to the sanctuary. I hope they do the latter obviously haha
So as my birthday is coming I'm having to really becareful how I say it as I don't mean it in a rude way at all.
To me the card is the best thing anyway :]
So fingers crossed I should be able to go back at the end of May!!!!!!!!!!!
I may only have enough money to buy the flight... but hey!!!
I feel like that is where I am meant to be.
And it makes all the crap seem worthwhile...



