Clearwater, Florida
Monday, September 18, 2006
We have moved just a few miles down the coast to Clearwater Florida. We needed a change to have a room with a different view. The other hotels pool was as hot as a spa, we were on a busy street and I wanted Seth to have a place to go out and walk. I also needed a place to get out and walk. I have been eating since we arrived , eating all kinds of junk, Blah. We are at the Hilton with a ocean and pool view, private umbrellas on the beach , a pier next door with artist playing their instruments. More to see and Seth goes out and walks. I have noticed that with activity he seems to have a little more sweating and I cannot tell if it is withdraw or heat, but when he seems fidgety I treat for withdraw. I will call in the morning and see if we can increase something because about 5 pm he gets funny looking. Today I gave him one of tonights doses - they mentioned this may work. As I said he is on what is their normal high dose, but they have never had someone detox off of as much as he was using. I hope they will change it in the morning and then maybe we can leave Tuesday? We will see.
He said today he cannot believe that he feels this normal and has no cravings at all. It is clear that he does not believe other drugs (pot) is really on the list of "drugs" when he talks about drugs, but this is something he will have to work through. Not my game ,not my party.
Doing good,
Beverly
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POWER OR LOVE
THIS IS TRUELY A SHOW OF A MOTHERS LOVE FOR HER SON AND A SONS COURAGE TO LIVE AND LOVE FOR HIS MOTHER
JOY
The thing I love most...
... about the Beverly / Seth story is the beauty we mothers see in our children even when so many other just seem to see the poor behaviour/choices. There clearly is so much greatness in Seth & hopefully this will be the beginning of him showing more of it to the rest of the world.
We love you both!