Cannot Compute Monday
Trip Start Apr 20, 2011
44Trip End Jul 21, 2011
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I'm at work.
Work is boring today.
Today at work I got yelled at.
I’m glad today is my last day at work.
I cannot wait until work is over.
I just want to see my interviewers/supervisors so I can say good bye and get the hell out of work.
I feel like I have to work tomorrow, but I don’t.
I don’t because today is my last day of work.
Today is my last day of work for three months.
These are my thoughts today… on repeat.
It hasn't hit me yet that I’m leaving. I try to convince myself that today isn’t just any Monday– that this Monday does not lead into a working Tuesday. My mind won’t compute this. I’m just not excited to leave – not because I don’t want to go but because my mind refuses to register that in two days I’ll be in Paris. Honestly, itfeels like we’re leaving 6 months from now and I’m just not feeling it yet. I really don’t know why this is. I just have no feelings about this at all for the moment.(Just wait until I get on the plane, people keep saying).
I remind myself that maybe I should pack or print my plane tickets.
And then I wonder things like…
How am I going to manage without seeing my dog for three months?
Will they allow us to bring our instruments on the plane?
Where am I supposed to go to the washroom if we aren’t staying anywhere?
How often will I be able to shower/do laundry?
How do you say, well... anything in Ukrainian?
Do I have enough Dr.Pepper lip gloss to last me?
If I’m deathly allergic to horses does this mean I’m allergic to camels as well?
Will I be accepted to school while I'm away?
Will I be able to deal with the heat?
Will I be able to deal with Dan (kidding)?
And then I get tired so I stop wondering. I’m going either way and so I guess I’ll find out while I'm there.Sometimes it’s more fun when you’re not completely prepared. Sometimes. Here’s hoping this trip is one of those times.